I have never been married but I have loved someone just as though I have been. Children are involved. Im a schoolteacher and damn good woman. I met the wrong guy…I hesitate to say that seeing as though we have beautiful children together. But when I think of all the things he’s done to me , how he has hurt me. I have to pray, whoo-sah and think happy thoughts. More recently he’s convinced some poor hood rat that I am actually capable of harrassment. I did try to warn her, she did lie about even knowing him, that did upset me, I got over it. She doesn’t realize how manipulative he is and she loves drama and attention…needless to say they continue to feed off of one another. The sad thing is that one of the biggest things they have in common is hating me…sad isn’t it? Sometimes I sit back and wonder what they say to each other when words aren’t being spoken. Or even when they are intimate.I think its very sad. I just try to focus on making me healthier: physically, mentally, spiritually. I pray alot and trust God. Sometimes I wish he would just leave me alone,sometimes I think he’s sucked me into his drama filled life. Like I’m addicted to it.I’m singing in a group again, re-started modeling, enrolled in grad school and do more volunteer work. I’m just trying to do what makes me happy. Most importantly spend time with my children and stay out of trouble. That’s the hard part when I think of how he has used that stupid girl to attempt to hurt me. But you know what they say, what the devil meant for bad, God meant it for my good.
Sharon J. – Salt Lake City, UT



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